1. You have only one life, enjoy it.
2. I am an uncle to two children who I hope grow up better than I did.
3. My favorite number is three.
4. (I don't know how long I can keep this up four, but I can try.) I
enjoy creative writing but require an assignment to get things flowing.
5. I spent five years in high school.
6. Final Fantasy VI is the best in the series, but I love Final Fantasy
IV more.
7. Seventh grade was the last time I got straight "A"s.
8. I hate my weight, but not a lot I can do without working out
tremendously.
9. I only did half of ninth grade at Alma Heights.
10. Tenth grade was the year my aunt passed away.
11. I did eleventh grade twice, technically.
12. I did twelvth grade twice, actually.
13. On my thirteenth birthday my dad was in the Phillipines, with a
mistress.
14. I was fourteen at my dad's wedding.
15. I was fifteen at my sister's.
16. I was sixteen at my mom's.
17. (Damn you seventeen.) Pacing and walking help me think.
18. When I was eighteen I was thinking of going into law.
19. By nineteen I had personally spent approximately $10,000 via credit
card.
20. In one of my favorite card games, Magic: The Gathering, you begin a
game with twenty "Life."
21. I don't believe Black Jack requires any skill other than card
counting. I enjoy games that require thought, but once I have found a
strategy, I often stick to it, lacking flexability.
22. Twenty-two years ago the universe did not exist from my
perspective.
Jordan. I am not a fan of sports.
24. I have been on twenty-four airplanes, by my math.
25. I have an obsession with accuracy, symetry, and organization.
26. I learn best through lecture, but hate it when people lecture me.
27. Most anime released are tv serials in Japan with twenty-seven
episodes. My favorite anime of all time, Bubblegum Crisis, has only
eight.
28. I enjoy the sound of Japanese, but do not wish to learn it, half
laziness, half fear of having it lose it's "sound."
29. I do not like open minded people who do not like closed minded
people. I believe they are hypocritical and arrogant. This technically
makes me hate myself.
30. When I was young I dreamed of being a yuppie with money and power by
the time I was thirty.
31. My favorite flavor of ice cream is mint chocolate chip.
32. Sometimes I go deaf in my right ear for a few seconds. I don't know
why.
33. I believe that philosophy and psychology are ridiculous, pointless
studies. Though I often think about them by myself.
34. I have an affinity to science, math, and understanding language,
though I could not imagine using them as careers.
35. I hate people who call me skinny and small. I pretend to laugh.
36. I am an introvert, but enjoy leading and decision making. Phillip
said the quote, "It's lonely at the top" suits me. I agree.
37. I have not yet forgiven my father. Perhaps there is a correlation
with the fact I can not find peace with God.
38. I have been told by different people (once a woman approached me at
the mall) that I have a powerful aura. Perhaps it is a desire for
greatness or arrogance that makes me want to believe them.
39. It is difficult for me to go somewhere and not buy something. I have
a large collection of movies and books that remain unused.
40. It is difficult for me to commit to something, but when I do, I am
driven to do so for a large amount of time before "running out of
steam."
41. I have a hot temper that has gotten me into a lot of trouble.
42. I also have hot blood, as my body will remain warm in cold nights.
Perhaps pacing and otherwise restlessness are related.
43. I am afraid of the heights, spiders, open spaces, darkness, being
alone, and death. Ascending order.
44. I have many recurring nightmares. Some as old as I can remember back
to six years old.
45. I get easily emotionally attached to characters, especially in
film/video. (I almost cried when the Tachkomas sacrificed themselves,
but I held back, fearing ridicule.)
46. I often dream of getting in a fight and being weak (my arms feel
like they are made of wet noodles), or otherwise unable to fight back (I
have the wrong ammo for my gun). Usually it is someone I know fighting
me. Twice it has been Bruce Willis.
47. An overall trait I enjoy in games and in life in general is speed. I
usually take speed over power.
48. I remember feeding my bedridden great grandmother small chocolates.
She wasn't all there, but it is one of my few cherished memories.
49. I don't memorize dates easily. History is not my forté. Neither are
birthdays.
50. I try to use proper punctuation and spelling, but this is often not
the case when in a hurry.
51. Though I enjoy all kinds of music, I enjoy we'll made techo the
most. I like Japanese 80's rock.
52. Anime that enthralls me most has to do with AI, robotics, and magic.
With the exception of the last, I did want to study those all, but lack
the mathmatical and technological aptitude to persue those fields.
53. I've always wanted to play a guitar, bass, or drums. But laziness
and lack of discipline have seen to it otherwise.
54. I played "make believe" until age twelve. I still do. With paper and
dice to settle arguements. We pretend it's more sophisticated.
55. Even with the things I've had to deal with, lack, loss, and love, I
wouldn't change any of it. It doesn't mean I can't be bitter about it.
56. I like my eggs sunny side up, my toast crunchy, my pancakes
"syruppy," my soda ice-cold, my milk whole fat, my soup warm, my blanket
over my head, my colors vivid, my music at a normal volume, my bass
barely raised, my treble only slightly more, my friends unique, my socks
the same, my days regular, my food irregular, my characters women, my
stories short, my songs long, my words specific, and this list general.
57. I find large vocabularies desireable but the use of lengthy, largly
unknown words annoying and pretentious. It's good to understand words,
but not to use them just to seem more intelligent than you are.
58. I take my stairs two at a time going up, on the way down I take
every step.
59. I love animals. I wanted to be a veterenarian until about 6th grade.
Then I wanted to study animals. That didn't work out.
60. I've only ever owned maybe 10 pairs of shoes I can remember. I can't
think of ones before I was 10.
61. I think. A lot. I never write down my thoughts, nor do I ever speak
them allowed.
62. I think I'm capable of finding logic in my train of thought and
finding flaws in other people's. Even if I am wrong and they are right.
This makes me a terrible friend.
63. I always thought I would excel at a martial art or acrobatics, but
lack the discipline and drive, like I said earlier with both educational
and musical study.
64. I disbelieve Christian religion but am fascinated with it. I often
try to find correlation between Biblical stories and other mythos.
65. I would rather act now and be sorry later than plotting a careful
uncertainty.
66. I enjoy the concept of horror novels and movies, but don't indulge,
because my overactive imagination tends to get to me when I'm alone.
67. I grasp concepts easily but do not know how to express them.
68. I believe suffering builds character.
69. I like my drinks sweet unless it's hot, then a light refreshing
taste is best.
70. I don't believe in drugs or alcohol usage but I also understand that
mankind will never oust chemical dependancy.
71. I prefer cold to hot, because you can always warm yourself, its
harder to cool yourself.
72. If I like a song I've just learned I am prone to listening to it
again and again, ad nauseum.
73. Ken really pisses me off some times but he's still one of my better
friends. Thomas pisses me off more than him, but he's a good friend for
different reason. Sometimes I want to beat my sister, but she's a really
great friend of mine. Sometimes I can't stand Crystal's existence, I
need her around to teach me things only a best friend can.
74. I'm imperfect, I need help. Will you?
75. I try.
76. I fail.
77. I believe the past makes us who we are and we can no more take it
for granted than we can blame it for this, it's just a fact.
78. Regardless, I still blame it and hate it.
79. I think I may have self esteem issues, whether I have too much or
too little, I'm not sure. I don't like being around people, though I'm
not sure if it's fear or anger of those with differing opinion.
80. I am brutally honest, this makes me come off as an asshole. It's
because I voice my opinion of what would be best for you. This is not a
claim that am I am perfect. See above.
81. I enjoy playing with language, syntax, words. But I do not like
poetry.
82. I'm registered as a Republican.
83. I'm the following: Rat, Aries, Diamond, male, in a relationship, a
student.
84. I'm extremely emotional, my most common emotion is calm, at which
point I'm extremely logical. This would be closely followed with
annoyance, contempt, and anger.
85. I tend to think of myself as a hedonist.
86. This took at least five months to do.
87. I'm a night person.
88. I stated above that I detest substance abuse, but I can understand
the drive to want to use.
89. I've always felt I lack talent. I still do.
90. I feel I can't excell at anything because of my lack of discipline
and self control. I'm too lazy to fix that.
91. I want money, that's what I want.
92. I have a "hollow leg."
93. I know what I want on my epitaph.
94. I hate you all.
95. I love you all.
96. Please don't let me be alone.
97. There is more to be learned elsewhere.
98. Read between the lines.99. What's fucked up.100. And everything's alright
