WTF am I supposed to do when I have problems? Who do I turn to? Who can I ask for help? I sure as hell don't want my friends stressigng about my shit or my family. They have enough to worry about. Their lives are hectic enough without me handing them my excess baggage. God isn't helping me, in fact he seems to just throw shit at me. Is he testing my character? Well that's a helluva alot of tests I didn't study for.