Bought Ham-Hams today. Penelepe, Bijou and Hamtaro. Yay. Cute things. Tim bought me a Modifiers. Interesting. Though I broke my spoiler and glued it back on w/ Elmers.

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Ooooh, Crystal got the Princess SN, how cool.














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Closure, that's what I needed. Painful, nonetheless. Life is full of twists and turns. Actually, to quote from a movie I saw once, "Choices are like connecting highways. They all take you to the same place. Some just take longer to get there." We'll see if that's true, neh? Anyway, I'm pretty worn out and I might blog later, but whatever. Later people.

Someone shoot me, my life is over. Or rip my heart out or something, make me a Heartless. Something. My mind and heart are at odds and I don't know who the hell to listen to, but it's fucking me right now. Argh. Fuck this shit, I'm going to bed. Maybe the world will right itself in the morning because, lord, my love life is being kicked constantly at an ever increasing rate and it makes me want to die.

Okay. I'm an addict. Sure me. I'm going on 57 hours right now. This weekend was. KH, RPGs, then more KH. I'm so lame. Someone slap me. The RPGs went well, I thought. We got a lot done in all of them. Werewolf was great, getting political already. It rocks. Though still gotta an itchy trigger finger. Nine dice at a difficulty of 4 sounds so tasty. Alright anyway. Exalted is going kinda slowly. Okay, really slow. I'm gonn ado some arm twisting like I had to to w/ DK's char before but I'll get it to work. Mage was fun, as always. I think I'm in love w/ Uriel. Alright, time to post in the other blog.

I figured out the Big Ben thing in Kingdom Hearts. The hands of the clock move in real time. So if it says 12, then in an hour it will say 1. The door open to each corrosponding hour. If I've been playing ffor 1 day and 1 hour (25 hours) then it'll say 1 o'clock If I've been playing for 1 day 6 hours (31 hours) it'll say 6 o'clock. So far I've opened 1, 2, 3, 4, and 10. It's cool but it sucks, because I have to play for an hour just to get ONE item, then play another hour to get another. So it's a lengthy process. Someone shoot me.

The man in front of me got -13 and failed his permist test. The man behind him got -4 and passed. Be afraid, for what can one person beside me do to stop my evil?

Gotta go to the DMV tomorrow after school. Geeet-ting sleep-py.... RPGing w/ DK, Pip and Hi-C. x.x

Usually my work in the office consists of file sorting and attendance collection. But today had to be the most depressing day there. I had to wheelchair my FRIEND out to her car. She was depressed or not feeling well, one or the other. Either way, it sucked. :(

School, bus, great ride w/ DEV and Hi-C, lots of jokes. Then mall, lunch w/ Hi-C, home to play Kingdom Hearts, which I'm almost done with, regretably. And now I'm RPGing with my friends. Great day. :)

KGB made me a smoothie to make me go #2. Didn't work. Rats for him. Heh.

My list is lost. Lemme think: Pip, KGB, TP, Hardcore Ashmore, Hi-C, Maniak, ET, NBK. I think that's it. If you're not on my list of readers, then I forgot. Remind me. I'm gonna call Funkapotimus DK because I think that said name is too long and DK is easy to type. So 9, unless I forgot people.

A weekend of Kingdom Hearts. 20 hours and counting, unfortunately pretty far in it. I'm not sure how long this is but when you reach a world with 10 stars you think you're near the end. But it seems like I'm missing tons of stuff? Weird. Aaaanyway. I need a shower and such. I'l do that later. Right now it's timeto go online and check how my real friends are doing. Hopefully Sora, Donald and Goofy won't get jealous.

Nathan: That looks kinda gay.
Hi-C: Yeah, it's kinda gay when guys share stuff.
Ernest: Like spit.

Guy: Son of a--! (Reacting to a bad draw in L5R)
Nathan: Bitch! (Finishing his incomplete sentance)
Guy: Fuck! (Still complaining about cards)
Nathan: You! (Tacking on)
Buddy: Son of a--! (Mimicing)
Nathan Bitch! (Continuing)
Buddy: Fuck! (Still mocking)
Nathan: You! (Done)

Not ab ad day. Tiring PE, since it's hot. Um, DnD is GAY w/ so many people and just gay in general. Whata crap game. We did 3 rounds in 2 hours and the nthe comabt ended. That's it. God, it sucks. Went to DNA (Game Store), played some L5R and ate, yum. Came home w/ CJ and played KH while he watched. It's neat. Except there are n infinite amount of enemies. Met a bunch of other chars already, too. Then played CvS2, had a lot of fun w/ CJ. Thumb hurts from playing CvS2. Ow.

Nothing ever works out for me. Ever. KGB and I lead similar lives.

Settle down, Billy. Yeah, not much to report other than I got high score in a B.Net game. And I lost another game, so I'm 7-8-0. I want my 50%! >.<

It's hard to help out depressed people when they don't want help. My finger still hurts. I am a Warcraft 3 Addict. Sad. It's 3 and now I'm finally heading for bed. Argh.I need discipline.G'night folks.

Thought the day was gonna suck. Not bad. Almost fell asleep in French. Jammed my finger in PE playing basketball. Played the Demand Line game in Econ. My glasses lenses were notthe ones we thought they would be and we decided to gget darker frames. All in all not a bad day, but it hurts to type w/ my right ring finger. Let's see how the rest of the day progresses.

DSL died. x.x Finally got on. I did get to play some word games w/ my sis though, and some War3. Oh well. Aaaanywho. Sleep time. School tomorrow.

ARGH I hate my life. I want to be in college. But I want my HS Dip. Life sucks. Screw you all. :)

Not much to report so far. Some dream about being in Germany and some german guy calling KGB a daigo and then buying some neat stuff. I have a lot of dreams where I buy stuff I want. Shows my greed. I'm so Filipino. x.x Anyway. I got a 6 on my first written exam. Geez. That sucks. Anyway, we discussed an essy. I understood the lesson but I didn't get the essay we were reading. Lame. Anyway, other than that the day was a day. Happy birthday Mrs. Devine. :D I got to have some of her cake. Yum. Alrighty, laters.

And now on a different note, since I didn't feel it was appropriate to put with the other message. I'm in deep shit. I really don't know what I want. In this case it's who. I'm totally into these two girls but I don't know what to do. Society has raised us to be monogamous. Can I blame society for my troubles? I'm moving to a different country.

Oh lord, where to start? Okay, incapacitated myself so that my body would stop lstening to the whims of some other person. Healed myself and conversed with that other person for a trade since they had something my character needed. I said no. They came to take what they wanted by force. A lotta shit went down. People got hurt, my character had a crisis of Faith and went to go gather her thoughts. Her better half held down the fort and now I'm back and we're in for more action. Wish us luck!

Yes, ET, just use it appropriatly. You fuck. j/k Your blog reminded me, I can get reception at ET's house but not at ET's house. a 3 house difference. Retarded satelites.

I'm Super Wakey-Wakey man. I have the uncanny ability to wake up 3 minutes before my alarm. Consistantly. It's retarded. 'cause then I just get pissed at my alarm. I mean it's neat, a natural alarm clock, but then it makes my artificial one useles. Blah.

Well, quite a day. Went to DNA and played tons of L5R, it was great. We played a 5 player game and a 6 player game. Both of which I played instigator. Perfect for my Clan, Scorpion. It was cool. I got a third Seductress (Shosuro Yasuko) and some other neato stuff by trading. Yay. Then I played a bunch of smaller games. Went to my dad's for dinner and watched Changing Lanes. Good movie, I'd say. Now I'm finally home.Yada-da.

WTF am I supposed to do? I can never make everyone happy, but I want to. It' not fucking fair. Why can't you understand that sometimes, I like to spend time with other people. I have other friends you know. Pip gets it, I make my family deal with it. So you know what? Deal.

Usually people have good ends to bad days. I'm having a bad end to a good day. Everyone is either depressing or frustrating or some shit. Argh. WTF? I finally have a day I think is good but it gets capped with BS. Fucking shit.

My life is boring. Don't feel like blogging right now. Except: Two nights ago I left my computer on and I thought I left KaZaA on. IT wasn't. Damn, what a waste of electricity.

I'm now you're big daddy. Why? Because without me your lives would be a little less colorful and probably less painful. But what would you have done without me? Die, that's what. I don't mean to sound self-centered, but without me you all suck. Suck suck suck. Kidding. I love you guys. Really, I do.

Another day. Messed around with a Gold Legal Scorpion Deck. Means nothing to you guys, I know. Justcard stuff. Fun. I can't get Trill to work. Must need the new one.

Pokemon - Psychic pokemon. Sabrina rocks.

Okay fine. Sue me. It's spelled Neutral.

Excuse me, I didn't mean Chatoic Nuetral. I meant Chaotic Good.

You know, I've looked back on my role-playing career and I have made some interesting choices. I've decided to do things illogically and slowly just so that I may appear dramatic or cinematic. I do things with strange details and make actions and movements that do nothing but "look good." And I've gotten nothing for it except the satisfaction that I think my characters look good while doing things. Hell, I took a specialty that doesn't help me in any way besides, once again, looking good. It's interesting how I can get my characters to look really good but I can't my NPCs to do the same. I don't know why. I don't feel the closeness with the NPCs. So my problem is I am better at role-playing than storytelling. Maybe I'd be a better assistant storyteller? But to who? Pip doesn't need one, he's fine on his own. No one else STs. Hmph. Tough. Any takers?

And in all things - Women first, Men second. Hwoarang last.

Oh the life of Brian. I mean, Nathan. I mean. Oh wait, yes. Okay. Last night was, well, warcraft 3 to the dismay of many but the delight of two. Then a shower and then sleep. Woke up with some energy, for once. It's the weather I think. Dressed warmly and was rewarded for once. Blah, blah, French. Blah, blah, PE. Blah, blah Gov't test. School ends and I go to DNA.bought $20 worth of cards. Stupid mistake, I know but I'm an addict. Okay? Jesus, will one of you fucking play L5R? Please? I need another addict! Okay. Anyway, got to the bustop about 5 minutes too late, which was actually 5 minutes early by the schedule. Stupid 9/11 schedule. Went back to DNA, played KOF2k1, not bad. I suck though. Met Hi-C to talk. Went and got a buritto. Spell that for me, because I can't. Came home, napped. Woke up. Got online. Blogged. I don't think ET and MTAT read this. So reader count down to 8. Only 3 of you have blogs. The rest of you bite me. Oh and I don't think Hardcore Ashmore reads this either. Now you may see my preferences in, uh, life.

War3 - Night Elf, Priestess of the Moon

M:TG - Multicolored retard decks or single color retard decks. Stupid basises. Trust me, if you've played me, you know of what I speak.

L5R - I am Scorpion first, a Dragon second, a Fox and Naga both fourth. Kachiko, Hitomi, Ryosei and the Akasha respectivly.

Mage - A Virtual Adept

Vampire - Lasombra

Werewolf - Glasswalker

Hunter - Judge

Exalted - Night

ADnD - Rogue first, Bard after. High Elf all the way. Chaotic Nuetral.

Starcraft - Kerrigan, then Protoss

Star Wars - Jedi Padawan, Aayla frickin' Secura then Barriss frickin' Offee, then Anakin frickin' Skywalker

FFX - Rikku

FF9 - Vivi

FF8 - Seifer

FF7 - Eat my ass. No really. The Turks. Tseng mostly, Elena second.

FF6 - Terra. No, Locke. No Shadow. No. I don't know. Terra. Yes, Terra. Good game, go play it, love it.

FF5 - Sucked ass.

FF4 - Kain

FF1 - Black Mage

Sword - Katana

Gun - .44 Magnum

Monopoly - Hat

Cosmic Encounter - Philanthropist

Chrono Trigger - Kaeru (Frog)

Chrono Cross - Karsh, Harle, then of course Starky

Neon Genesis Evangelion - Asuka

Excel Saga - Excel Excel

Bubblegum Crisis - Nene, then Priss, then Largo

Slayers - Lina Inverse

Oh! My Goddess - Urd

Silent Hill 2 - The whole damn thing

Silent Hill - Not the whole damn thing

Capcom - Morrigan

SNK - Blue Mary

Marvel - Tough, but I'd have to say Carnage.

Legend of the Dragoon - Rose

I think I've run out. You think of anything, then tell me.

I bet MTAT and ET don't even read this. My readers list is down to 8. I bet less, though.

I hate being broke. I hate it. I owe ET $20, KGB $20 and FAGrash $30 because not only did he charge me interest on a loan but wanted my lightsaber. What a FAG. YES, WHAT A FAG! I still have to pay them all back. Buy a PS2 modem, buy FFXI, Buy a DDR: Disney for ET, Buy KH. Buy more RAM. Smash the planet and buy 9mm ammunition for my pistol for the rest of the motherfuckers who piss me off!

Fuck. I hate this peice of SHIT. I thought it was supposed to be fast! It takes forever to open MIE sometimes. I have to run low end graphics in Warcraft 3 or my sound gets all fucked up. Do I need a new computer or more RAM or what? WTF is this? I want a new one. I'd gladly sell a kidney for some money. Any takers?

Lay in bed until 2:30. Fun. Played an hour of War3. Fun. No not really, when there's no one to play with.

Teddy has two gifts that he want to give away. But his hands are tied.

I only have one. But my hands aren't tied.

Which is harder?

A while back I said I wanted to marry my best friend. At this rate I'll end up marrying Phillip.

clintokjfredriks: i think that it does not reflect badly upon your soul if you are able to grasp the idea of beauty, intelligence, etc in more than one person.

The rest of the world does, it seems.

I think we can all agree that Nathan's pretty good at screwing things up, now.

Oh, and my thumbs hurt.

On now she's noisy as hell.

Prometheus locked up. The tower made a click. That's the second time that's happened.

So I opened her and decided taht it might be heat. Since my Hard Drives are sitting atop one another I decide to seperate them. The only way to do so is to mount them in the 5 1/2" bays above. So I go through all the pain of putting mounting brackets on them.

Then I realize that I only have 4 bays and A is taken up by the CD ROM. If I had 5 I could use A, C and E. But no, I have 4. So I have to remove the mounting brackets from one the the HDs. I put my C:\ in the third bay and my D:\ goes back to it's old place.

The EIDE ribbon won't reach them both.

I move D:\ and kneel on my hair and stab my thumb (lightly) with the screwdriver.

I have also decided to open the front of the chasis for air. Since the right side is the motherboard side that stays closed. The left sdie has a fan which helps out the processor fan, that stays in place. And the back doesn't open. So now I have removed all the bay covers. I don't know if this is safe but fuck it.

I do not enjoy computer surgery. Though unfortunatly I may become good at it.

Dude, this sucks. For all the things I wanna do I need to Major in English. And we all know Nathan sucks in English

Call me crazy.

The past Christmas I went to Serra Bowl and played the crane game. Won a ton of stuff. One of the things I won was a stuffed bear with a Christmas hat and holding a large present with a smaller one on top of it. I feel bad for him. Because he is obviously carrying them so that he may bring them somewhere and give them to someone. But they're stitched to his hands and he can't let go. He wants to give them away but he can't because his hands are tied.

I understand what he's going through and so he's my new companion. I slept next to him last night and I shall do so again tonight.

Call me crazy, but I sympathize with a stuffed animal.

Looks like I can't get into Digipen U because I'm fucking stupid. My GPA isn't a 3 and I havn't taken Pre-Calc. Somebody kill me. Guess I gotta go to a JC first and then see if I can get in after.

"But it's a dry heat." Geez. I hate walking. I need to drive. Lemme borrow your license or somthing, Pip. I know, I know. I'm not 6'0". So what? Maybe they won't look at the height and I'll be okay. We look similar. Hmm, learned about PPF (PPC) in Econ and more verbs in French. Yipee. Played basketball in PE. Actually played. Wow. Okay. I'm done. For now.

Note to self: Get better working, louder alarm.

Dream Clint: Want to see a Storm Trooper?
Dream Extra: Oh-kay...
Dream Clint: *pulls a Star Wars Action Figure out from behind him*
Dream Nathan: *looks at dream person* I thought he meant Nazi Germany. You're not half as disappointed as I am.

Thought of something while listening to music.

My sister said they used Michelle Branches Everywhere in church. I never thought of it that way. Maybe I should use it in Mage. Maybe we could put that on the CD, Pip? I like the song. :)

I think I seriously hurt my legs. Ow. Really. There's this one sharp pain in my inner thigh. Must be a muscle or something. Maybe I can get a note or something. No, no. Seriously. Ow.

"One part the Furhrer, one part the Pope, the ineveitable return of the great white dope."

KGB is back into our RPG group. That makes six. We are whole once more! MWA HAW HAW! Today was the inevitable return of the great white dope!

BTW, Pip, excellent session, you never cease to amaze me. It had tension, action and drama. All great. Always good, he is. A round of applause please. I need ST lessons. LoL

Scratch that. Make C into Hi-C. Make's it cooler.

Okay, now it's ET, MTAT, KGB, TP, Maniak, Pip, Hardcore Ashmore, NBK, C, and Funk-a-Potiumus. We'll call him FACK, just because Funk-a-potimus is too damn long. Now 3 readers of this have blogs. The rest of you, all 7, make one NOW!

When is it okay to tell people what you think? Is it my place to tell them what to do? Should I voice my opinion? No, it's not my place to tell them. But I do have the right to be pretty fucking pissed.

Downloaded a bunch of Dennis Miller last night, hil-arious.

Ah, sleep. Beautiful thing. Was on a the phone for quite a bit last night, it was great. Got a bunch of burning to do now, so if you all could pray that Prometheus doesn't explode, then that would be great. Later.

ET went to a dance. Good for him, the social guy. I never went to one but last year's prom. Let's all hope he has fun.

Ach! Mein legs are hurting-heimer!

I'm so damn lazy. Someone kill me so I may decompose and fertilize food for a creature that will be more prodctuive than me. No, really, please?

Dear KGB and TP, blog more often.

Mr. Magee: Yeah man, typewriters suck!

Went to the beach for Environmental Science. Weird thing we saw. A bunch of pidgeons pecks at the ground at seemingly nothing. Maybe it was pebbles or seeds but we did see small things. Probably pebbles. But the funny part was when one pidgeon would find a spot they'd all gather there and they'd literally step on each other to get at the action. Whatever the action was, of course I don't know what it was. Weird. Pidgeon mosh pit.

Walking to the beach and back and running around school to pick up attendance. Man are my legs tired. Not to mention walking home. I walk for PE on Odd days and on Even days I collect attendance. I walk every day. Yikes.

Add Toilet Paper to the list, TP. So make it 8 w/ TP. :)

Of the 7 that know about this Blog only 2 of you guys have your own. Make one, damn it. And KGB, yours rocks. *thumbs up*

I wish Philippe would either get off AIM or actually be on. Because I rarely see all my friends on w/o an away message or idle. What would be even cooler, yet worse, is if they were all Away. Which seems easier though, since Philippe is always freaking away.

Not much today, really. Walked 10 laps. I think that's gonna be the thing until the stupid gym is fixed, which is fine actually. Anyway, I brought all my core books for the gaming club, but the losers were only interested in AD&D, argh. Oh well. I get to play at least.

Heard around campus:

Larissa: I wish I could come more.
Nathan: *turns to her a from his table and looks apalled*
Larissa: Shut up, Nate.
Nathan: I didn't say anything!
Larissa: Yeah, but I know what you were thinkin'.

Cindy: Communism wouldn't really work because not everyone is gonna be like, "Oh, I like everyone." Unless they turn us into some sort of super cyborg.
Mr. Nakata: Okay, that's scary. Next?

Add Maniak to the list. So if I'm counting right: NBK, KGB, Hardcore Ashmore, Pip, MTAT, ET, and Maniak make 7.

Jedi Master KB of Dagobah shall henceforth be known as KGB.

Fucking song. Making me all sentimental. I wanna get my friends from middle school together again, just the 4 of us and go watch a movie and then have dinner or something. It'll probably cost me more than I can afford but it'd be fun. Hell we might drag Egghead with us to make it the twisted 5 again.

Sometimes I'm hungry and there's food, but I had some earlier in the day and I don't want the same thing. My, Americans are spoiled.

First it was Prometheus, then Pip's PC, then my moms laptop, Pip's PC again. Now Swordbreaker is messed up. Bad week for computers. Be wary.

Fixed his PC. Driver issues. Amazingly I shoulda listened to KB from the start. "Always get the chipset drivers, not the card ones." Amazing. For once he was right. Last time I listend to him I was shitting peaches for a week. Don't ask. Anyway. Later people.

Went over to Pip's and messed up his PC. His NEW PC. I feel horrible. We fixed it but in the process I felt like I could die! Well whatever. Now mom's printer is haywire. Ugh. Computers today... One day, 3 comptuer problems. Someone kill me. Please.

Bah. Last night computer was haywire, needed a defrag, so I did. That might have been it, but before my computer couldn't even defrag without freezing. I mean, c'mon, Winamp was freezing. So I ripped Prometheus opened and changed EIDE ribbons. That seemed to help, actually. Though the old one was only cosmetically damaged, it's like getting a fresh pair of socks. My sound is still messed up it seems. :\

Not a bad day really. Crappy Exalted session again, bad dialogue from the NPCs. Blurted out information accident. Killed a significant NPC, well, that wasn't me, but I let him die. Sent him out without escort. Stupid me. Um, bad dialogue from the NPCs again. Crap story so far. Need a reason to have Sage and Sperri and Chabris along for the ride, I need to do something about that. Just got an idea for Sage. Pip is gonna love it. :D

I read Exalted, the system is very different from the other WW games. My problem will be shifting back and forth among games. But now they're adopting the "10s count as 2 successes" in the other games. It sucks. It makes the Exalted blessing equal to nothing. I don't know what I'm gonna do about Bobby's char, they heal fast but not fast enough, since an NPC is rushing/pressed for time. I should head to bed. Meh.